deep sigh

I dunno what to say. I JUST WANT TO CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love you

"i love you so much pramis (promise), more than all the other girls i had loved in my life" - Patterson

This is just one of the sweetest words I couldn't forget that Patterson ever told me. I've posted what he exactly said. I felt an undescribable happiness when he said this to me. And I feel the same way towards him. Words could not exactly explain or describe how i exactly feel for him. I love him so much.

blog hopping

after my hubby logged-out, i tried to browse the net and saw this trailer from a Pinoy Indie Film which actually is an international award winning indie film - Audience Favorite Award winner of the 2006 Cinemanila International Film Festival. Not only that, Maricel Soriano won the Best Actress award during the Cinemanila 2006 Digital Lokal Competition for her performance in Numbalikdiwa. After watching the trailer and do few searching in Yahoo, I was able to hop into this blog site that features movie reviews. And the blogger made his own comments after he watched the movie - Numbalikdiwa. And after all these, I find it (the movie) interesting to watch. But on the second thought, I don't know. I'm not sure if I have time to watch it. Hehehehe. ^_^

He is quite good in giving out his reviews and opinions from all the movies he watched. Hope I could be good in expressing my ideas like he does. Heheheh.

Ok. Ok. This is about envy again.

Oh well, i just wish I have the same writing/composing talent like the blogger has. Heheheh. I just don't have the talent that's why.

Gobble Gobble

Yep, HAPPY TURKEY DAY it is. It's been quite a long day for me. There are tons of things to do but I am so lazy to do anything from that extensive list of chores and "must-dos" today. I want to have a long chat with my hubby but he is too busy fixing computers in the shop. How I wish I'm there to help him (a bit) or cheer him up while he is doing the repairs.

Too bad, I won't have the time I wanted to spend with my hubby today. *sob*

ouchy!

i feel like my brain is being pinched every single second. >_< it hurts. but still here i am at work trying to finish some job requests that i don't even feel like doing it. my freakin' head hurts. this morning, it was even worse. i wanted to call-in-sick at work but thursday is thanksgiving holiday so i decided just to come in and work.

i feel like i am not making sense here. eeeer. OUCH!

Waiting

yes. I am actually waiting for my hubby to go online. I think he is now busy at work. And I hope he'll go online soon. *praying* I'm so bored. I miss him so much. hayzzzzzzzzzzz...

FORGET HER

Forget her name, forget her face,
Forget her kiss and warm embrace,
Forget her love that you once knew,
Remember now, there's someone new.

Forget the face that you once cared,
Remember now she's being shared.
Forget the times you spent together,
Remember now, she's gone forever.

Forget you cried the whole night long,
Forget when you sang her song,
Forget how close you once were,
Remember now, she's chosen another.

Forget the way she used to talk,
Forget you memorized her walk,
Forget the times when she was mad,
Remember now, she's happy not sad.

Forget the times she used to phone,
Forget the times you went alone.
Forget the times your dreams came true,
Remember now, there's someone new.

Forget her gentle teasing way,
Forget you loved her day to day.
Forget the things you planned to do,
Remember now, she loves him too.

Forget the thrills when she passed by,
Forget the times she made you cry.
Forget the way she spoke your name,
Remember now, things aren't the same.

Forget the way she loved you too,
Remember now, there's someone new.
Forget she said she'll leave you never,
Remember now, she's gone forever.


the poem is dedicated to all the men who just can't get over their past but are in a relationship at present. have mercy on the girls who are whole heartedly loving you and yet you try to ignore just because you can't forget your past. your past has moved on, and you should too. don't let your present girl suffer and caryy the burden you have. MOVE ON. instead of just pondering and making up so much wishful thinking of your past girl, why not put all your love and attention to your current relationship. be sensitive and don't be blinded by your past love, someone else can love you more than she does (your past), so FORGET HER!

BTW, i didn't compose this. It's just one of my collections. ^_^

WELCOME BACK!!!

hahahaha! welcome back to me it is.

Well, it's been a while since i had my last post here on my blog. Couple of reasons why. (1) Been really busy at work. Too many deadlines I have to meet last September;(2) I enjoyed my vacation so much that I barely have time to sit in front of a computer and browse the net; (3) Moody. Lately, I've been so lazy composing blog posts. Hahahaha; (4) Work as usual (after the vacation) LOLZ.

Anyways, those are the reasons i could actually think of. Details of my vacation.... Hmmm... I have repeatedly shared it with few close friends and I think that'll be good enough. I don't need to post it here every detail. Even though it was only 2 weeks vacation, it was not enough but I tried to enjoy it every single day. And I really did because of my hubby. ^_^

That's all for now. As the "ending" part of this post, I'll be posting a poem I made.

MISSING YOU

Every hour of every day
that's when i think about you.
There's so much I want to say,
So much I want to do.

I just don't know what to do,
when I am not with you.
'Coz my day's so blue
I just wish I'm with you.

No matter how far you are,
you will always be near.
Here in my mind and in my heart,
where I keep you so dear.

No matter how hard it'll be
I will always try.
'Coz I really love you
and that's the only reason why.