Uncertainty Lingers

There is this something I have now that I greatly treasure and that makes me really happy. I have been vocal about it to the people that surrounds me except to two of the most important people in my life. I've been sharing my ups and downs with close friends and some people i just knew about it but why couldn't I share it to them?

I want them to know how happy and contented I am right now, but I don't know where or how to start. If they would understand or not.

I want them to be a part of it, but how?

I'm too hesitant. Scared of what thier reaction would be.

But there is one thing I am sure of. I want them to know about it directly from me and not from someone else or from just rumors/gossips.