Missing You

It's been 2 days since Patterson wasn't online. Well, he attended his older brother's wedding in Manila. Oh yeah, he was the groom's man he said. I told him to take picture of himself so that I could see how he look like on that day. I've never seen him wearing a suit. ^_^

I've been calling him and i found out that he is enjoying his "short vacation" from work. Heheheh. Oh well good for him though. But talking to him on the phone wasn't enough for me. Darn, I am missing him so much. OMG.

It became harder for me when last night I had a "nightmare" again. I wish he is online and I wish I could talk to him. I want to share to him my dream. I want him to know it. And I want his advice. Eeeeerrrr. This is so making me worried. And I am not liking it. >_<

*sob*