Oh owkie...

ok... i dunno wat to say.
Not even a thing i could do.
I dunno what I am thinking.
All I can say now is "Whew!"


Errrr!!! what in the hell am I saying. Hahaha. I'm not in the mood!
That's all I know. Why? I don't exactly know. Everybody's getting involve
even though I don't want them to.

Maybe all I can say for now is....


"I'm sorry."

Updated

Oh well, nothing much. Just changed the background music and here posting another entry. Another senseless entry from me. Hehehe.

I'm not in the mood to do anything today especially when it involves projects at work. Though, I have a lot of deadlines by next week. Relax. Relax. As they say. Everything will be fine!!! Oooooooooooo!!!! I hope.

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Bad Day...

Ok... I thought everything's going to be fine. But I guess I am wrong. I started my day since I woke up this morning with a headache. This afternoon, flame sparked between me and one of the managers where I work causing a misunderstanding between the both of us. And now, it seems I'm ending March 20, 2007 with a deep sigh and pissed-off. Oh well!

Eeeer!!! I hope when I wake up tomorrow my day would be better. *pissed*

Hatred???

CTRL + ALT + DELETE YOU...

What if I can really do this in real life? You know, I can just Ctrl + Alt + Delete the stuff I wanted to stop running or to restart. Kung pwede 'to, sa'yo ko 'to gagamitin. Oo, I WILL CTRL + ALT + DELETE YOU. I want my life back the way it was before you, parang Restart ang dating, except that you would be out of the picture after I restart. I would reboot to the time I am about to know you pa lang. I wouldn't dare to open the programs or applications kung saan nandun ka. I would install a firewall/virus scan kung saan ikaw yung virus tapos 'pag na-detect ka, ika-quarantine ka agad or complete deletion na lang para 'di ka na ma-execute kahit kelan. Masaya 'yun. If a reboot is not allowed, kasi nga naman I have other applications running in my life aside from you, I'd use the Task Manager instead. Pipiliin kita in the list of the programs running tapos 'di ako magdadalawang-isip na na i-press kagad 'yung End Task button, nyahaha.. I would have my normal life then without having to restart everything... I would have my normal life without you making it complicated... haaayz, if I could just really Ctrl + Alt + Delete you...

I got this from a friend's own blog at friendster. I find it cute. What if we could really do such things. It would be really nice isn't it? You, completely controlling your world. But at the same time it would be less exciting. It is nice (sometimes) that let "come what may" scenario take place. To learn and know what REAL life could bring. But when it comes to love life I guess doing such would make everyone happy and less heartaches. If only we could, right?

There are so many "what if(s)" now that i could think of and it starts to overwhelm me. Now I can't concentrate on my projects. Wahahaha. Oh my, my job is hard. I ain't really complaining(sort of), just sharing. Hehehehe. It's so hard to think or to put yourself in one's creative mind. Especially when there are limits set for you. Whew!

I'm starting to be off-topic now.

Ciao for now. ^_^

Happy Birthday

So far this year (2007) is my memorable birthday celebration. I was able to celebrate my birthday with Jay Justiniani in Hot City during their mini-concert/show here in Guam.

The group (Cueshe) and some companions, with the owner of the bar where they perform, ate lunch at the buffet resto in the hotel where i am currently working. I was so shy and hesitant to chitchat with them, but finally got a little courage to do so. But still not enough. Hehehe. I greeted Jay happy bday and he greeted me too (plus a kiss! ^_^). We had a short chitchat but it was fine. They are so kind, friendly and quite funny guys. Before they left they asked us if we are going to watch their show that night (last night), and I said yes 'coz we really are.

And last night was really a hit! I'm happy that Jay still remembered me (by name to be exact). Heheheh. I thought he already forgot. When the people sang "Happy Birthday" for Jay during the band's break after their 1st round of performance, he shouted that it is also my birthday. I'm flattered when he did that. *blush*

It was also funny while they were performing, because it "seemed" like Jay and I knew each other for so long (barkada). We even stare at each other for quite long (like trying to talk eye to eye) hehehe. He also got the chance to scold me because i think he caught me a couple of times looking at Ruben. Hahaha. Because there are times that when he tries to make eye contact with me again I always move my eyes to where Ruben is. Hahahah!!! So embarassing. I just made a sign to Jay to keep quiet. My actual action was like when you try to tell someone this, "shhhh".

I have no regrets that I went home almost 3 am already because I really enjoyed the show. Same as to my companions, they said they did really enjoyed it. Ofcourse, I didn't miss to take pictures and videos during the show. What I regret is me being the "shy" type again. The chance was already there (take pictures as in UPCLOSE and just me and them during the time they were at the resto. *deep sigh*) but still i didn't grab it.

Oh my, hope they come back and hope they would still remember me or US (my co-workers and friends). I won't forget this experience. ^_^