Love Me. Hate Me. Miss Me.

In my life, there are a lot of people who come and go. But only few remain. Some are childhood friends who really understands me and accepts me for who i am, some were my "enemies" or those who i do not get along with at first then in the long run became my friends, and some are complete strangers who i became close with and learn to love each other as friends and/or as special someone. The others who left me were the ones who loved me at first, and hate me in the end. But then again sometimes i still get to talk to them and I'm quite happy hearing from them that they had at least missed me.

I dunno why but changes really occur in life and nothing really remains permanent for you to hold on to. So sad but it is true. As they say, there is always an end for everything.

Oh well, let me try to assess myself.

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Love Me.
They "learn" to love me coz i guess when i say i love them i really show it as much as i can. i am not the kind of person who always say the words "i love you" and yet they do not mean it sometimes. I'd rather say nothing than say those 3 words and make someone expect that I really love them. I say it when I mean it.

Miss Me.
This can be either way. It could be you will miss the good times or the bad times we have spent together. But most likely of course, you'll miss the good times (who in the world would miss the bad times). Hehehe. Well, it is up to the person now what he/she'll be missing about me. But I sure bet that no matter what, those who have been close to me will really miss me even though they will suddenly hate me in the end...

Hate Me.
Better not try to know me more if you do not want to hate me. If you know you can't handle a spoiled brat - in general - simply be my friend and never cross the line. The difference? If you are just simply a friend of mine and know's only just half about who i really am, i could always control myself and my limits. If more than that, i could be possessive, over-protected, too demamding of one's attention, always wants confirmation and be more than you could imagine. I also get jealous so easily.
But if you are very willing to, i would gladly appreciate it and be thankful that you have become part of me no matter what the outcome would be.

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I dunno maybe there are more about me that they have learned to love when they get to know me more. I just gave 1 trait that i know I possess and could guarantee that i could give in any relationship i get to be involved. I am not the type who build myself too much with good traits when asked to be described. Coz if i were asked, i would always describe my negative side.

I have this thing about me that is known as "split personality". I treat people differently. There are limits whoever they are. This is the thing about me that i could not categorize to be a bad or a good one. It all depends on the situation or the person i get to be with.

Let those ones who wanted to know more about me discover for themselves who i really am. Let them have it, see it and feel everything first hand. Coz maybe until then they could be able to understand more why they would love me, miss me, and if possible hate me.