Trick or Treat

Happy Halloween!!!

Hmmm... I think i will be able to enjoy this day. Today is my day-off and have few plans for today after I take a sleep for couple of hours. Before I left for work I already got a small treat from my manager - a bag of snickers (fun size). May be I'll be dropping by with a friend (and a former co-worker) at work to take a look who joined the Halloween Costume Contest and try to see who wins the prize money.

Here's a simple treat of mine...

Hostel

This is one of the creepiest, scariest, and one of the "sickest and disgusting" movies I have watched. I very well recommend this movie for those who love to watch scary movies. One great movie this Halloween. ^_____^


Synopsis:

Two American college buddies travelled to Europe with their friend for fun and adventure (this includes everything: girls, drinks, and sex). Everything went further after they met a fellow traveler who lured them to a place known to American travellers as "a land of milk and honey". It is a hostel in a remote town in Slovakia. Their stay was easily arranged and was easily paired with two gorgeous European ladies. And this is where the thriller and disgusting adventure starts.

Hostel amalgamates many of the most terrifying things about human nature and the world at large, culled from pulpy-but-true stories of organized crime, human trafficking, and sex tourism. Graphic and deeply disturbing, the film is sure to delight hardcore genre.- http://www.hostelfilm.com/

Those who haven't watch the movie, try watching it. It's perfect for Halloween. Hehehe. But for those who are very sensitive with regards to hardcore human torture and blood filled movies, be warned 'coz for sure you won't like what you'll see. >_<

By 2007 Hostel 2 will be released and that'll be in my list of movies to watch. *giggles*

One "ber" down

It is only now that i have noticed that the month of September has gone so fast. Was it the fact that I was too stressed and pre-occuppied or.... I can't think of anything else. Hahahaha... But wow at least 1 "ber" month has passed and 2 more "ber" months to wait before December comes.

Hmmm... I wonder what gift I'll be receiving this Christmas and who would bother to give me one. Ahihihi. Another not so merry Christmas and not so happy New Year's Eve this year for me. *deep sigh* How I really wish that I'm way back home on these special days. *sob*

IQ Test

Well, I was able to browse into this site making me think if how high or low my IQ is. Hehehehe. I am not even sure how accurate this IQ test is. But there's no harm in trying right? And so after minutes of answering around 45 questions, here's a glimpse of the result I've got.

RESULT:

Congratulations, Hazel!
Your IQ score is 120

You have the unusual talent of being equally good at both mathematical and verbal skills. That, paired with your thirst to learn through experience, makes you an Inventive Inquisitor.

Your strength lies in the methodology you have naturally adopted to understand the world. Basically, you have perfected "learning through living." You have a unique ability to teach others by taking them through actual experiences. Your talents come in handy especially when confronted with unfamiliar or unproven situations. Most people search their brains for previously stored information that might help in a given situation. You, however, take things as they come and see things as they are. You are a great improviser and are probably open to an unusual amount of change.

Another Inventive Inquisitor who demonstrates this very point was Ben Franklin. He suspected that lightning was a naturally occurring electrical current and realized he was correct once he conducted his famous kite-flying experiment on a stormy night. This is the type of novel approach that keeps your perspective fresh. Chances are, it has also helped you develop an unusually worldly sense of things. You use your inherent wisdom to branch out from what others too quickly assume to be the most "rational" solutions. This talent enables you to approach things creatively instead of following the rigid paths of life.


Great Jobs For You

Because of the way you process information, these are just some of the many careers in which you could excel:
 Crisis Manager
 Think Tank Consultant
 Campaign Manager
 Inventor
 Creative Director
 Teacher / Leader


Some of Your Greatest Talents

You've got tons of strengths. It wouldn't surprise us if you:
 Spearhead new projects
 Experiment without being discouraged
 See the big picture
 Teach or guide
 Do work that is "hands-on" or has practical application



Well, if you are interested in trying, here's the link:
IQ Test

Scared…

It is exactly 2 years and 47 days since I had started this relationship I had with a friend that I met through an online-RPG game. He is a great person. So caring, so loving, so sweet, funny, open minded, and almost everything that every girl have been wanting from a guy.


He is very honest towards what he feels. He would let you know as he speaks or he would let you feel it through his actions. Days, weeks, and few months passed and I was able to have a chance to know him more and more. He is not perfect and he, like other people, has his own faults and negative attitudes but this didn’t keep me from loving him more and more until I finally fell in love with him. No joke. I fell in love with my bestfriend.


It’s so ironic because I was loving him but he doesn’t love me the way I wanted it to be. He loves me only as a friend. As his best budd. I understand why. Funny but even though “I felt rejected” I still loved him more than a bestfriend. We often misunderstood each other and we often quarrel. Despite all these we were able to remain as bestfriends for 2 years. Promises for each other and for the friendship were made. We treat each other more than bestfriends, more of like a brother/sister, mother/son, father/daughter, husband/wife, and others. We’ve loved each other so much that some friends envy our tight friendship.


I’ve been in love with him for more than a year and it has been almost a year or so that he keeps on asking me to forget such love for him. Finally it happened. It took me so long to let that feelings I had for him go (you can never erase such feelings in an instant anyway). It was only early this year that I was able to live every single day of my life loving him mainly as my bestfriend and nothing more.


Lately, I felt so scared. Our situations in the past have switched. He was thinking it’s karma. I was overwhelmed knowing his true feelings now. But I am saddened by the thought, why is it only now he realized such feelings? Why now when I have started to move on and being happily in love with someone else. No regrets to what I have right now. I am very happy. Honestly, I am scared of where such feelings will lead us – my bestfriend and me. He changed. He has really changed. And it scared me.


But I think, it's too late. Is it??? I think, what I am scared of has finally come. Just couple of minutes ago, an argument sparked between us leading to so much anger filled our hearts and minds. And our friendship was placed at stake. It has never been easy to choose. It never was.


So sad but true. I think after all the ups and downs we were able to survive, after finally overcoming all the feelings we felt in the past years, everything that has been shared, everything that was achieved, all the smiles shared with the people we love most, after all the tears we shed, after all the times me have spent together, etc. I never thought and never ever imagined everything will turned out to be this way. Everything now is a mess. Right now, I am not even sure if we could still fix things up.


Darn do I have to suffer this way?


I’m scared what will happen next. I am so scared.